finally, i got started on new moon- the second book of the twilight series(: i'm almost done, i'm on page 520. i'm rereading pages so i don't miss any details; also note that i read slow. after read most of the book, i don't get how Bella can still love Edward the same way. is it really just because he's so perfect and flawless? just all because he sparkle or glitter in the freakin' sunlight? after more than four months, she still couldn't get over a vampire just left her out of the blue. after just leaving her, and left her so sudden to break apart on her own, he'd just come back out of no where and apologizes. there's really no point of apologizing when you already cut someone's heart wide open, jerk. if you really loved her as much as you said, and if it really hurted you that much that you were apart from her; wouldn't you think she feels the same way, you idiot ! did you think she was joking when she risked her life and chose to be with a dangerous vampire like you? Edward Cullen, you piss me off. but i forgive you, since you're pretty romantic; && you melt my heart often with your love and promises to Bella.
i liked Jacob a lot more than Edward in new moon. i guess mainly because Edward Cullen just ditched Bella like that, even if he had a good reason of wanting to 'protect' her. reading that part hurted me, i don't know. i hate feeling lonely and neglected. Jacob was there to rescue Bella, he picked her up at the lowest part of her life; and yet Bella used him and gives him false hope. she's just so selfish. she knew she can't let go of Edward; but she allowed Jacob to hold her and call her 'honey'. Bella Swan, you piss me off even more. gee-tee-eff-oh !
The way the book described Jacob Black melts me; cheerful, fun to be with, talented and athletic. woah, what more can a girl ask for? especially when someone just hurted you badly; and such a wonderful guy is there to save you, to put you back on track. he even teared for Bella, when he begged her to stay. i guess that's really why i'd rather take Jcaob than Edward(: TEAM JACOB all the wayy !
"Please, Bella. I'm begging."
His dark eyes were glistening with tears.
that part made me tear. Jacob ! D: why are you so nice to her? STOP IT ! she's just playing you ! take me instead ! i'll stay with you ! you're such a sweet guy, you deserve so much better. i can't wait to finish the book, and see what Stephenie Meyer did with him at the end. he better have a good ending himself, even without Bella; or i'ma freak out. and freakin' report the author of abusing or letting down fans of the book. whatever, i don't know. haha.
i hope you read this lisa. because reading this book made me think of you. and think a little about myself too. i guess we both know why, right? :]
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